Slight Disappointment.

Well, Trivium is playing at the Norva with Coheed and Cambria and Slipknot tonight. I don't know why I even mentioned Slipknot. They don't matter to me. I knew I wouldn't get to go, but Ray and Bubba talked about going last night and decided that they both wanted to go. Bubba said he was gonna pay for tickets with his credit card so they could go. Well, Ray got Paw to take him home kinda early because he figured they were going. See, at this point I got super excited because I love Coheed and I was gonna get Ray to get my Second Stage Turbine Blade booklet and sleeve signed. I was freaking the hell out, to be perfectly honest. Well, Ray gets home and Bubba isn't there so he texts him and he's all the way in fucking Richmond at Maymont with Akemi and her mom. It pissed me off for several reasons. Bubba could have texted Ray earlier in the day and told him they weren't going so we could have spent more time together. Bubba sounded like he really wanted to go the night before, and to be perfectly honest I think he just decided not to go because Akemi can't go and she would bitch at him about it and start a fight. I'm so sick of everything in the house revolving around her. Buddy gets kicked out because she wants her baby to have his room, and Todd can't move in because her baby will now be taking up the room that was supposed to be his. Everyone gets sick of hearing her mouth so they stay in their rooms so they won't have to hear it. She pissed off Maw really bad the other day because she was calling Sean trashy and Maw went to her room so she wouldn't yell at her. I think thats bullshit. It's Maw's house. Why should Maw have to go to her room to cool down when its her fucking house. The only reason Ray and I have come up with for Maw and Paw putting up with her is that if she moves out she'll take Bubba with her and they're scared she'll take him away from them. Its ridiculous. Honestly, I think he would stop coming to see them if they moved out just to avoid hearing her mouth. So, now hes stuck with her because he knocked her up. I don't care if its the rude term for it. I don't care if they're engaged. If you're not married and you're pregnant then you are knocked up. It ticked me off when she was saying shit about people saying she was knocked up and how they were wrong. No, they aren't. So now Bubba is stuck with her forever and I'm sure she'll crush his spirit eventually and he'll become a shell of the man he once was. The sad thing is she's doing it to the whole family right now. I'm so secretly bitter towards her for how she makes us all feel. I don't think you should have to feel that way in your own house because of someone who you only let move in as a favor to your son. I suppose the moral of the story is use birth control.