Today Is... Something.

So, I've been to school one day this week and was sick off my ass for the entire rest of the week. Stupid side. So, this morning I went to Dr. Petrocelli. He gave me a medicine he's given me before. Back then I stopped taking it because Dr. Shah thought it was giving me my internal pains. Boy, is she a dumbass. Anywho, Mom is picking up my prescription tomorrow. Then Julie, Jess, and Dad came by and gave me a bunch of clothes and my prom dress which came in the mail. I tried it on as soon as they left. It fits perfectly. I went to Dr. Tomlin at like 3:30, and didn't get in to see him until 4:00. He barely checked me and then told me I have colic. (I think that's what he said.) Apparently its when you don't have enough fiber to get rid of the waste in your body and your bowels grind together and get horribly painful. He said people go to the emergency room for it sometimes thinking they have an ulcer or something. I wanted to cry when he told me. I've been to so many doctors and tried so many treatments and have been going through this horrible pain for so long, and its a lack of fiber. That's all. Mom and I went to Walmart to get the fiber pills and enema he told me to get but the pills were like fifteen dollars. We got the cheap kind and when we got home I read on the bottle where it says it can swell up and choke you to death if you don't drink enough with it. It says do not take if you have trouble swallowing, which I sometimes do, so she's going to get something different tomorrow. I'm staying home tomorrow because I'm still in pain really bad. I'm thinking I might use the second enema in the pack on Saturday because I didn't seem to do a very good job this first time. Ray has to come over tomorrow because Dad demanded that I stay home so he and Julie can take me shopping. I don't wanna go. Their Yukon is big, which makes me anxious, and I'm scared to ride with them. I hope Julie drives. Anywho, Renie is getting dropped off at the vet tomorrow to get groomed and get her shots and stuff. That'll be nice. So, I was screwing around on youtube earlier and found Chris Crocker's videos. I think he's pretty funny, and also has a lot to say. I enjoyed his videos thoroughly.